rantings on and on!
by Yingying
happy everyone?
i already had something to say about this week.
because it just happened still fresh in my mind.
on my way home, i am still contemplating on whether to say this anot.
because this thing is stuck on my throat and i can't get it out.
i reached my decision.
anyway who in interested read on.
if not treat this post as a waste of your time.
syamilah had decided on changing of class arrangement today.
i did say i want to sit beside han zong because he was the reason i had improve tremedously during ca1 this year.
however, they could not compromise.
i agree with katat that you can't satify everyone in class.
however, i feel that chor kian changing seats with hanzong DOES NOT affect aline and joyce beside me.
thanks to whoever who tried to put serene beside me and let some body to interact with me during lessons.
what i am most frustrated and angry about is about what shi han had did.
syamilah told me to voice out my opinion.
you said ask the CLASS for opinion.
i am just giving my opinionS and u just turn over the paper and said it was over and done with.
WITHOUT HEARING WHAT I SAID!
this part of u suk.
whats more, you cut into what i say and do not let me have any chance to talk
AM I NOT A PART OF THE CLASS?
AM I NOT A STUDENT FROM 4/2?
i am not afraid to say it out because i am unhappy with it.
i am not like some bitches who simply gossips behind people's back.
actually not bitches.
just cowards.
that afraid that they would be isolated or bashed up by that group of friends in the future.
i've changed ever since that incident.
you were not sincere when u apologize.
maybe u have forgotten.
i shall refresh your memory.
remember that time u emailed me a thousand over sorrys?
i guess it is the result of copying and pasting.
a sorry will be enough.
don't you know that the thoughts will be enough.
not the amount that matters.
even if u wrote many sorrys and did not mean it, it will just be useless.
o yar, i deleted it once i saw it.
reflect on it, were u really sorry?
or you just said it because someone asked you to do.
those who are unhappy with me can just tell me.
message me on my tagboard or msn.
i believe that i am in no wrong or what so ever.
so DON'T EVER GOSSIP BEHIND ME.
JUST SAY IN FRONT OF ME SO THAT I KNOW.
because just complaining behind people's back will not change anything.
the person will not turn any better.
in fact, you would just become a lousier person.
guess that nothing can be done anymore in this communist class.
i keep thinking about history.
the tsar and rasputin..
ps:i am not unhappy about the class arrangement. i just hate the way u treat me.
god, i feel so much better now since i vomited out all my thoughts.
and i apologize that i offended anyone due to me being too frank.
monday i will just say i do not have anymore comments on this thing.
o yah.
i will change.
i will learn how to not make so much noise and comments.
i will not say more opinions bout 4/2.(i will try)
6:09 PM |
Friday, April 22
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